Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in Najt's LiveJournal:

Friday, June 13th, 2008
3:16 pm	Time for an update The past year or so have been pretty good. Despite the breakup of a relationship, and a few hospital stays, things have been looking up. I met a furry from across the sees about a year ago, on a chat, never would have thought things would have panned out this way though, We're not together and engaged to get married. Who said gaming never got you hooked up? x3 Anyway, I met this person on a Teamspeak server. He was brought there by a friend who also used the teamspeak server. Him and his friends played a game called supreme commander, and found this lucky british person by making the game name yiff, and he joined it. Needless to say they then brought him to the ts server and there was where we met. We talked on there for quite a bit, and at the time I was with someone so things were kept PG. Eventually though he flew out, but only after he flew to see someone in Cali, Lol, he got Mono and came to my house feeling shit. He didn't think he'd enjoy himself, somehow though he managed to stay for a full 2 months. It was during a rough patch in my relationship at the time but I still had no intentions of anything serious with my British friend. I flew out to his place and we hung out and went to Reading Festival, it was quite awesome, lots of music, crazy friends, and an old lady who wandered about trying to sell people pills, lol. Once I left though I felt quite alone.. I wanted attention from my partner at the time and I didn't get it, I was always pissed off, and it was like there were no attempts to help me feel better. I broke it off and disappeared from everyone on the net for a few weeks. People probably thought I was pissed at them, but I was just on a downer. I came out of it and talked with my british friend some. I was still not ready for any relationships, but when he flew out and spent a few weeks with me, despite my constant pushing him away, he eventually convinced me to be his. From then on it was quite fun, and has been. Even though he's been back in London for a while I still don't feel as separated from him as I did with my past relationship, despite him being an ocean away and the other being a 2 hour drive away. He calls me every day, and we talk online all the time. We're gonna get married with just a few friends present at first to make things legal, and once we have our own place we're going to have a full blown wedding in a place like Sherwood Forest but somewhere that's not quite such a tourist attraction. We're gonna go on River Boat dinners, clubs and dances. We're gonna study grappling together, and I'm gonna train to be a gymnast and he's gonna train for MMA. I've got motivation to do things now, and I haven't for a long time. He's done a lot for me, more then he's probably aware of, and thank him for it. Thanks Tobar, I love you. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
1:18 pm	Memorial Day Weekend!! Heh.. where to start.. Friday evening will do I guess. Me kev and a couple friends were going to head out friday but we got a call from them and they said they weren't gonna go. Though that wasn't gonna stop Kev and I. Determined I convinced kev to take me out to Pensacola beach cause we had worked all day getting packed.. I didn't feel like laying around the house for an evening when I was expecting to enjoy a night on the beach. Once the plans had been made to leave we called our friends back and they decided they'd go ^-^ Yay! We made it out to the beach way before them, and set up. We enjoyed the evening and made a few friends too. The wind was making setting up the tent hard and they came to help us. After setting up we met a couple of lesbians who were real nice, and probably drunk and stoned.. >> but it was fun to hang out with them.. they were having trouble with their grill just like us.. we gave up but they didn't. >> Hehe. Appearantly Kev had been getting felt up by the lesbian chick while he was helping with the grill.. which I found to be quite funny. It just frieked him out.. ^-^ After they went to bed we went back to our tent to relax and sit out under the starlight some plastered chick walked beside her tent.. which was right infront of our tent.. and proceeded to take a piss... it was funny.. I wanted to shine a light at her to scare her off.. or piss her off one... but kev wouldn't let me.. v.v hehe. o.o Anyway.. later that evening the rest of the party showed up, along with some others I didn't expect but greatly enjoyed ^-^ Mitch brought along a couple of his co-workers. o.o They were fun to hang out around too even though they were straight.. probably a couple of the very few on the beach that weekend. -grin.- We got drunk. o.o And other things... once things settled down for the evening, and I ended up staying up all night hunting for shells. I found a bunch.. but I don't think I'll find them again.. I don't know where I put them T.T Oh well. Before bed I which was early in the morning, some chick yelled out.. 'We are never sleeping on the fucking beach again! I got fucking sand in my cooter!"... I guess she slept too close to the tide >> cause it came up and got her... -snicker.-Sleeping in the tent was rough because of the humidity and there was also some mold spots growing.. After I did manage to get some sleep it was blistering hot. Dear God was it hot.. Seeking shade was a task.. eventually we rode into the area with the beach shops and got some umbrellas to shield us. They helped a little.. I was also bought a pair of swim trunks and some sandals. THANKS MITCH. <3~~~ ^-^ Hehe. Walking through the sand was beginning to make everything from my knees down ache that pain didn't leave till the day after we got back from the beach, though it was worth bearing with it. Jess cooked us lunch that day, and it was great, I devoured my burger.. a little too fast.. o.o I couldn't eat anymore.. It was great food. -purrr......- Unfortunately Jess got a real bad sunburn in the process of preparing lunch.. T.T I wish I coulda done something to make it better... After some relaxing we decided to get into some cool shade so we headed out to Crabs.. It was a great place relaxing and there was more food. ^-^ I had Shecrab Soup with Sherry. It was deliciouse. Kev had the same thing, he thought the same thing too. ^-^ We relaxed in the shade and listened to the music for a while... During which I successfully managed to kick Jess several times in his sunburn accidently... T.T When I looked under the table It looked bad and I wanted to examine it.. when I touched off to what I thought was away from the burn it flenched hard and got up and left... I didn't mean to piss him off.. x.o Mitch went to check on him and both of em were gone for a long while.. I can't say I wasn't mad at Jess' reaction.. but it was my fault.. After a long while of brooding me and the remaining party decided to get to work on drinking.. o.o though some of us had a head start.. I was starting late... I had a Crabby Girl, and a Crab's VooDoo Juice.. I didn't even drink a third of the voodoo juice before I felt sick to the stomach.. though I was quite typsi during my pained stomach o.o ^-^ I guess I shouldn't have tried to chug it o.o The ache went away after a while at sitting at the camp and the sun was beginning to set. After things settled I went swimming with kev and mitch, Twas fun, though kev was frieked out by the seaweed that was floating all over. ^-^ I liked it it felt funneh.. O.o While we were swimming though I got to see some guys ass naughty bits and butt as he tried desperatly and drunkidly to switch swim trunks.. ^-^' After swimming about and having fun with mitch and jess the salt was beginning to get to my eyes and I was getting alittle worn out so I headed back to camp and got dried off.. Meanwhile while I was swimming The stunt kite had been put together and I got it to launch for The two fooling with it.. I wanted a turn but I was content with watching it fly around.. after a while the guy who had been struggling with his shorts came by and started flirting with one of our straight friends.. ^-^; It was funneh and I figured he was getting uncomfortable, but I guess I shoulda stayed quiet.. oh well. o.O I got bored with watching and went to sit down at the camp. The rest of the evening went by pretty well, and that was about the time we all decided to leave.. well I decided after finding out mitch and jess were heading out.. I wasn't feeling too good I was aching and I had a massive headache.. Kev got some help from everyone else before they left and then he finished up.. I helped at the very tail end but I was still feeling really out of it.. we got home and the best sleep I ever had followed... Hehe.. ^-^ Anyway.. the next day we went to go hang out at Tally and Shira's Both of them were at work though so we hung out with the other furs that were there.. We were going to go out and eat at brew's brothers.. at least that was the plan. Anyway, we had a great time hanging out with everyone.. at least until shira came home and saw us in a tickle pile on the couch.. o_O I guess he figured something else was up.. well what ever it was he got pissed and stomped back to his room... the drama that followed in his wake was nearly unbearable and I was ready to leave.. though Tally soon came home after.. so we beared through it and hung out with Tally and Mitso for the rest of the evening.. For some reason Shira completely ignored us that evening like it was Kev and I's fault.. But it's no biggy things have settled as far as I'm concerned and I'm happy. We didn't get to go to brew's brothers though. I do plan on hanging out with Tally and Mitso more though, as well as the other furs in the household.. Though we will see how things go as far as that goes. ^-^ (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 25th, 2006
4:14 pm	Back in pcola. Things have been worked out between me and my mate, and I'm happy to be back. I miss my friends in mobil, and during the day it gets lonely sense there's no one to hang out with while Kev's at work.. Even though paul's around I can't talk freely around him without worrying about making him feel uncomfortable. At least Kev only works 4 days a week. ^-^ Even if it is an extra hour longer the days he does work.. Eh. I beat doom 3 and Fear, now I just need the expansion for doom 3. I've also begun to play painkiller. I've been doing alot of chatting in furry chat's and on yahoo. It's not quite the same as having physical company but it's all I can expect for the moment. I guess that's all I have to say that's new.. not the most exciting week but perhaps it's I've had too much excitement this last month. Not that I didn't enjoy it... heh.. but I've gotten use to it so now I'm trying to get use to the uneventfulness once again. Happiness... Contentment.. I guess there's no real big dif. As long as I'm not unhappy. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
1:06 pm	The past couple weeks. Well.. where to start.. I went into the hospital cause I got sick again... it's strange how quickly I had to go back in.. the doc figured out why and this time around it should be taken care of. I'm still on iv drugs and have been for the past week. With the drama and the lack of sleep because of my med schedule, and other things my anxiety is raising.. I'm beginning to think I should go into hiding for a little while to gather my thoughts.. I love my mate but sometimes my patience is worn thin, but that's not the case this time, instead it's frustration that is partially my fault.. I don't want to hurt him but my cravings are also making it hard not to be sad that I shouldn't satisfy them. I suppose some issues still need to be sorted before we can make our relationship open like we had planned to. I can be patient on this subject and I hope we can work it out eventually. On another note, I'm happy with the time I got to spend with both mitch and jess, as well as jimmy and his family, It's been fun and sometimes the tension in the air is relaxed, at least for a little while. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
12:12 am	Eh.. Lifes good. Well.. I've moved from my house and have been out for over a month.. I'm chillin out with two other roomies I have my own room and everything and it's pretty nice here. Not much has been happening other then that.. Heh. Well just thought I'd update so peace. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
9:46 pm	Wow talk about "it never lasts" my peaceful boredom was suddenly interupted when i had a friend come over, my mother told him to leave and for what reason? she never cares if it's someone else the only reason she didn't like him was cause he was gay. She is very judgemental.. well when he left i left with him and ended up eventually going to his house to stay this is my second night here and i'm hsving the time of my life.. aside from the occasional glance back at when this started and knowing my mjom will probablky be to stuborn to take this act of mine as a seriouse threat to my relationship with her.. she's my mom but if she keeps trying to control who my friend are and what i do then i'm going to end up leaving and not coming back.. Current Mood: okay (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
4:06 pm	it's been about a week and nothing has happened... at least not of interest... yep.. pretty boring.. i passed the time by playing counter strike mostly but i played a few games for my ps2 also. Current Mood: mellow (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
5:56 pm	Freeeeedoooommmm!!! Hahaha I'm finally free, no more hospital food.. w00t. (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 7th, 2004
10:55 pm	My first post and it had to be this.. I had so much fun the past few days with the company of a new fur fried I met. Yesterday i was visited by not only bunneh but her friend jake came along, so it was me her him and silver who had stayed with me in the hospital. It didn't take long for loopy time to set in and we were poking ticklish spots or attickling mercelessly. It was fun none the less and .. odd at times.. but it didn't last they had to go unfortunatly.. at least my friend heiner came to see me and he brought along his roomate who made quick with the friendship. Unfortunatly silver had to leave today and I don't think he will be able to come back till wed.. So I think i'm gonna be lonely for a while... I wish I wasn't in the hospital.. T.T' Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)